I've been alone with you inside my mind.

I have a new addiction that many may frown upon and many may squee upon. 8D
MAVID!
aka the Flyboys aka Michael Johns/David Cook. I'M SORRY, IT'S JUST SO FANGIRL-WORTHY AND THE FANFICTION IS REALLY REALLY REALLY ADDICTING. Dx It makes me want to write some shnazziness. mkay so dun go buggin meh bout me fandom n pairins n junk kthx.

I'm in the process of uploading the Cookie concert vids to the Tube of the You, so if you want the links, I'll give em to you. :D

I also have nao reserved a small spot in my fangirlness for Michael Johns the Aussie with a quite sexy voice if I do say so myself. Like..srsly go listen to It's All Wrong, But It's All Right. *DED* Or Dream On. Now I have them on my iPod. :D Oh, and the I Don't Want To Miss a Thing Studio Version. Gotta love Cookie. <3 I have fallen hard into the pit of super-fangirliness yet again. Majorly, yo.

Oh, and speaking of Idol RPS, CAKE. I JUST found out about this xD I find it slightly adorable. HERE'S A PHOTOSHOP MANIP SOMEONE DID.



Lulzzzz. But like, seriously, if you go here, there a buncha non-manips full of Cake squeeness. xD

Um, anyway, oh! I got Declan Bennett Live at the Living Room audio and it's quite quite shnazzy. <3Declan<3 I also got RENT audio with Declan Roger and Caren!Mimi, but still needta listen to it. I also got a Next to Normal audio, which everyone says is amazing but still need to listen also.

I also put a shnazzy header at the top of my page! It's kinda craptastic graphics-wise, I made it all by myself without any tuts or anything like textures. Kinda boring, but it'll work for now. :)

Oh, happy 4th of July!!!!! I hope this year's 4th gets shnazzier, it's been boringggg except for the Mavid fanfic abundance, lol.

I'll leave you with this pic cuz it's quite gorg.


<3

I don't wanna go home, I just wanna be part of your breakdown..

HOW DID I GET 106 POSTS ON THIS BLOG. WTH.
Speaking of that, I haven't blogged for long times. Oh noes.
I GOT DECLAN BENNETT'S NEW ALBUM, 'AN INNOCENT EVENING OF DRINKING'.
It's verrry verry amazing, I must say.
I got into a *situation* last week. It was a very icky and awkward situation, really. But it's ver and done with, except for Tanner being a huge mean person this morning. But it doesn't even involve him, as much as he'd like to think it would. >.< It was really not a fun thing for me. I felt like how it ended was me being mean. And I don't like being mean. But I had to tell him I didn't want to go out with him because it was the truth. I mean, I've known him since elementary school, it's way awkward and weird. But I'm over it, he's over it, we're all over it. [except for Tanner who thinks I'm retarded for ignoring him. I'm sorry I did ignore him, but I'm terrible in these kinda of situations and gahh.]
ANYWAY
I'm getting a SA VIDEO today. WITH PHOEBE!ILSE AND KRYSTA!ANNA. THIS IS GOING TO BE COMPLETELY AND UTTERLY INCREDIBLE, YO. I'm so excited xD

Speaking of that, I'm so glad Jason Castro's gone off American Idol. It was his time, definitely. I predict next week Syesha will leave, then it will be face-off between Davids. :O I really honestly have noo idea who will win, David Archuleta has a tonnnn of fangirls and he's cute at times and he can sing and he's generally adorable and awkward. [: But David Cook is just completely phenomenal and can sing ANYTHING, really. He can do Mariah and Phantom and Dolly and rock. All being full of pwn. That is hardcore. And it doesn't hurt he's gotten to be pretty cute and his hair=yesss. I HAVE A THING FOR HAIR I'M SORRY. But I'd be fine with either of them winning, because they both are good[though Cookieee is betterrr] seriously, his Phantom song, The Music of the Night[which is on my iPod] had me fangirling SO HARD over him. Liek whoa. and no matter what both of them will make it big in the industry. Yay.

ZOMG I'M SEEING RENT TOUR IN 6 DAYS AND I WILL FANGIRL AND STAGEDOOR AND GET MY PLAYBILL SIGNED AND TAKE PICTURES WITH THE CAST AND PUT THEM IN MY BINDER, AND I WILL LIKE IT.
It's als the same day as my SOCSA audition. I hope that dude from [title of show] emails me back TODAY so I can arrange for paying for A Way Back To Then sheet music so I can audition with it, I really want to sing that. If not, then I'll just sing So Much Better [Legally Blonde, if you didn't know already.] Because me madre had a problem with me auditioning with The Dark I Know Well from SA. Blaaa. It's 'innapropriate'. D: And I have to choose my monologues, and I'm extremely glad Hannah helped me with them at lunch today. Yay her. :D
SO I'M REALLY HUNGRY RIGHT NOW. I neeeeeed to blog more often, my blogs are always sooo long. Gah.

"It hurts when you're in love..but it kills when you're not."

Ok, I haven't posted in forever.
Hairspray is over. It was fun and crazy and st00f. I will have pix soon. :D
Xmas was fun. I got a shiny new macbook. So yay.
History Day is done, except for doing competition in a couple months.
Declan Bennett is in RENT until March 25. I cannot go to New York for my birthday, which causes me to be saddd.
Also..
RENT is CLOSING. ON JUNE 1. SAD FACE! It shouldn't close, I've only seen it on stage once. That's the main reason I want to go for my birthday, plus Declan is in it and he's super amazing. I wish airlines/hotels/everything else you have to pay for when you travel wasn't so expensive. D: Cause I reaaallly wanna go. Reaally.

Ohyes. I got Declan's EP, 10 Nelson Road. It rocks. I burned a copy for Claire&Cara and Claire liked it a lot, which made me happy. Cara said he was ok. -_- wateverr.

Now I have a bunch of homework. I had a Science test & and english poetry test yesterday, and I didn't finish the Science test, and neither did anyone I know. Plus, he isn't giving us any more time to finish. It's not a fun thing.

I have magic of Legally Blonde 09.06.07 with Annaleigh Ashford as Elle and it is making me really very happy indeed. Brought to you by the kind people at voicesforrent.org, and whoever recorded ze show. Haha. And soon I will be recieving for free without having to trade..Legally Blonde on MTV. VIDEO. NOT JUST AUDIO. I said I was sad I didn't get to DVR the LB MTV taping and now they're not showing it anymore, so someone said they could give it to me. Yay. Those people at VFR.org are amazingg. :D

I have to write an icky English paper on a book, read the book, finish my math review on factoring (which I suck at), and study for the math midterm on Wedneday. Boo.
I should be doing said homework.
But I'm not.
I'm going to go do that now.

"I want someone, provocative & talkative,"

I keep forgetting to blog. -_-
But! Today I got early Xmas gifties from Julie, and they are quite spiffy[:
Brave Little Toaster dvd(Now this movie is love. I just watched it and it was verry amazing. Go see it. In all its 1988 animated movie about talking appliances glory.)
New York Amazing Notebook(its amazing)
Across the Universe ebay Magnets which are also amazing. :D
SO YAAAY!


OH! And yesterday I went to Michael's to get st00f for a small group thingy, and I saw a ton of awesome pictures. And there was a Pillsbury Doughboy vintage picture(it was amaing) and I got 2 pictures, which I will put pix of later.
And...Declan says his new album is finished and released soon. I hope its in 2 months or less soon. And he's having a Christmas benefit concert with Jow Donohoe nd some other broadway peoples, which s in New York and makes me jealous I'm not going. I want to stow away in Carakinz's suitcase very badly.
SAD NEWS!
voicesforrent.com aka my most favorite website is CLOSING PERMANENTLY in 2 days. SAD FACE!! That webbie was so amazing. I wouldn't have know who Dec or Harley was, or that Adam & Anthony were coming back to the show. Plus many more st00f that i'm glad I know. So I'm really depressed to see it leave. :(

Aaand my Hairspray Show has been resheduled to January 25&26th. I'm inviting over 25 people to the 26th show. I'm sooo incredibly glad it has been postponed, cause if the show was last Wednesday...we would be SOOOO HORRIBLE!!!!!!! I'm not even kidding. It would suck so much. S now it's gonna be better.
Chrsitmas is coming so soon, it's crazy.
I want to see the Golden Compass tomorrow. I hate the controversy cause the books were completely amazing and i'm excited to see the movie.

A weapon is nothing if love isn't war..

I just bought the Legally Blonde OBCR. I really wish I would've known it was on ahead of time and recorded it when it was on mtv..I hope it re-airs. I also put a sticker to Demand Declan to come to your area. I demanded LA metro, OC, Laguna Niguel, San Diego metro, and Thousand Oaks. Ahaha.
Our theatre class is doing Hairspray instead of Schoolhouse Rock!! *dances*
Casting is next Monday. I'm excited..! I want probably either Amber or Penny. I want to buy a cast recording, but I'm not sure whether to buy the Original Broadway cast Recording or the Movie Soundtrack...crisis alert.
I joined ww.broadwayspace.com. I put a widgety-thing on here. It's like myspace for theatre people(or people who can't have a myspace..) Pretty cool. I love Voices For RENT. It supplies with with quite delicious knowledge.
I had Coco's Harvest Pumpkin Pie a couple days ago with Julie. It was so good. After waiting for it for a couple weeks. :D

You wanna prowl, be my night owl?"

I haven't blogged for awhile. Weird.
OK, which of these designs should I get on a tote bag?






I had homework. But I did it. WOO.
My theatre class' website was wrong, so I came to class an hour and a half late. I still got to audition for the show, but my singing voice was super shaky and faint. But I got to sing Seasons of Love, so it was rad. Yesterday we went to our new church for the first time. It's soo different from Mariner's and I was all lonely cause I didn't know anyone there. Then we went to Norm's and my niece was verry entertaining. Ahaha. I put up a new last.fm widget. YEAH. So here's the 25 most played songs on my iPod.
Faithful Lover~sumladfromcov-The Painter's Ball
3 Words~sumladfromcov-The Painter's Ball
Goodbye Love~RENT Movie Cast-RENT: Original Motion Picture Soundtrack
One Step Behind~sumladfromcov-The Painter's Ball
15 Minutes~sumladfromcov-The Painter's Ball
Out Tonight~RENT Movie Cast-RENT: Original Motion Picture Soundtrack
Intro:Muzerka/The Painter's Ball~sumladfromcov-The Painter's Ball
I'll Cover You(Reprise)~RENT Movie Cast-RENT: Original Motion Picture Soundtrack
Santa Fe~RENT Movie Cast-RENT: Original Motion Picture Soundtrack
Justify~sumladfromcov-The Painter's Ball
One Song Glory~RENT Movie Cast-RENT: Original Motion Picture Soundtrack
Angels V Demons~sumladfromcov-The Painter's Ball
You Got Nothing~Declan Bennett-Live in Brighton
4/5 Beers~Declan Bennett-Live in Brighton
Light My Candle~RENT Movie Cast-RENT: Original Motion Picture Soundtrack
Wow, I Can Get Sexual Too~Say Anything-...Is A Real Boy
Middle of Your Ashtray~sumladfromcov-The Painter's Ball
Don't You Know Who I Think I Am?~Fall Out Boy-Infinity on High
Fidelity~Regina Spektor-Begin To Hope
Finale B~RENT Movie Cast-RENT: Original Motion Picture Soundtrack
Middle of Your Ashtray~Declan Bennett-Live in Brighton
Blu Tack~Declan Bennett-Live in Brighton
crushcrushcrush~Paramore-Riot!

I'm not sure if the nano videos are worth it, because they're only 8 Gigs and for 50$ more you can get an 80gig classic.
I really need a new computer at my dad's house. It takes for-freakin-ever to load up.

"Sometimes we take chances, sometime we take pills"

Hey look, I haven't blogged for 3 days. I was at my grandparent's house over the weekend, since there would be no one at my house and stuff. Sooooo I'm back now. Julie burned me a copy of the Across The Universe soundtrack, yay. I really still need to see that. I hope next weekend. I have my 1st theatre class tomorrow! WOO! I've been waiting for it to start for a while. Yesterday we saw a community theatre production of Bye Bye Birdie in Garden Grove. It was pretty good. Kinda cold, since it was in an outside amphitheater. But still good. I wanna do that. :P
So I might show my sister parts(that aren't bad) of RENT(movie). Cause I'm so kewl like that. Haha.


This is such an amazing album. Go buy it. Or get his live CD at http://www.sumladfromcov.com/cdnew.html. His new album comes out in April and I want it.

"I'm not sorry for staring.."

MONTHS THAT ARE YAY!
October-Halloween, dudes. Also Adam & Anthony's RENT run ends, Harley & Declan's begin.
November-National Novel Writing Month, Carakinz's birthday(well, and thanksgiving)
December-Some people's birthdays and Christmas, fool. I want to go to New York & see RENT this month.
January-..Er..New year? I also think my School House Rock performance is that month.
February-Sorry V-Day, you were too strange last year to make it on here.
March-My birthday! YAY And Marissa's, Claire's, Johnny's and more. Also Harley & Declan's RENT run ends.
April-Day Of Silence. It's rad. Get more info at dayofsilence.org. And Dad's Bday.
May-Noah's birthday. And probably more people's I can't think of.
June-Last school month, fo shoooo.
July-The fourth. wooooooexplosions. And Mom's & Randi's birthday.
August-Cami's birthday. More people's too.
September-Month we're in mow. And Luke's & Alex(B)'s bday.
I think I forgot 3567 people's birthdays.
I posted this because I'm bored and have nothing better to do. And maybe because I can't think of a regular blog. I just made a lot of typos.

"But if you want me to go, I'll stay.."

So right now I'm bored and reading RENT fanfic.
I signed up for National Novel Writing Month. It's in November, and your goal is to write a 50,000 word novel by the end of November. Yeah, it seems tedious, but I'm excited. Speaking of tedious, I had SUCH mind-melting Algebra homework today. Everyone was able to finish in class since it's a block period, but aughh it was frustrating. I probably got like 10 wrong. It's multi-step equations. Ew. Like 1500q76 steps that take forever. Eh whatever I got it done anyways.
So I think I'm gonna be Mimi for halloween. I just need to alter/buy things, like the blue pants.
This website is amazing.
I don't know what to talk about. I once wrote a Mark/Roger fic. Called Truth or Dare. WOO.
Reese's Peanut Butter Cups are amazing.
I still have Declan's songs stuck in my head. It's like a montage of The Painter's Ball playing in my head ALL. DAY.
This is quite a short blog.

"And we've still got youth on our side.."

I said I would blog more frequently..AND I DID! This is crazy stuff.
..So I found out a glorious thing that my enV phone is capable of(well, besides sooperdooper fast texting). Verizon HAS blessed this phone with the ability to turn recorded sounds into RINGTONES!!!!! All you do is send them to to yourself, and "Save As Ringtone"! *dances*......:D
So last night I was texting Katie, and I realized almost EVERY MESSAGE had to do with Declan. Do I have a problem?..Well it's probably because I bought The Painter's Ball(which took long enough, iTunes took FOREVER to load and I had to restart to sync the iPod) but it was worth it. I actually fell asleep listening to it the 2nd time. I started at the 1st track and then I think I drifted off, because I couldn't remember listening to the next 7 tracks(I woke up listening to the 8th track) at one am. It was a little weird. xD BUT THE PAINTER'S BALL IS COMPLETELY AHHHMAZING. You should go buy it. I had it on repeat for almost ALL of Sunday, and I neverrr put an album on repeat. Oh, and I saw the Game Plan on Sunday. Its pretty good. Craaaazy. Ok, here's a little something rad..
Click it and it's a little picture slideshow!!
He's too adorable. Someone should reaaaally make that into an icon. I'd love them. And 3 Words by Declan Bennett!! AMAZINGSONGGGG. Go listen.
I watched NYTW RENT boots. They were...a bit ridiculous, and the Maureen didn't really show any emotion. Hmm...still entertaining.
So today was RAD. I got home. Then we took 48856345639q84657.5 pictures(yes, OF COURSE the Q is supposed to be there) and then went to El Cortez, then went for pie at Coco's. They aren't gonna have Pumpkin till next week though..sad face. We got chocolate cream instead. The more pictures, keyboard playing, and blog-browsing. I'm quite positive that Julie will post an extensive entry about our shenanigans. HA.
Also, Hug A RENThead Day is officially October 3. So if you know anyone who love RENT, give them a hug! brought to you by the loving people of Voices for RENT<3

Now I'm Just a Cigarette, and I Know That I'm Not Good For You..

WOW. *exhale* I just finished tagging ALL of my posts. That took long enough.
I'm watching Home Improvement. It's kinda grown on me, since it's on so much. The same thing happened to me for Roseanne, and The Cosby Show..
I REALLY need to see Across the Universe. It looks amazing, and Nikki said it's now one of her favourite movies. And it's a musical. AMAZINGG.
I wish I could read Declan's blogs, but they're on his myspace, which is blocked. This is depressing. Also, iTunes won't open for me. I've tried a ton of times. And I really want it to open so I can buy The Painter's Ball. Sad face.
But...yaaaay! My ringtone finally came! Phonezoo came through for me after all! Well, it came like 3 or so hours later, but I got it and I was overjoyed. Now I have Middle Of Your Ashtray as my text message-alerty-thing. Now I'm waiting for Hotel Song to send, so I can set it as my ringtone. Regina Spektor is amazing.
I might see The Game Plan tomorrow.
My friends won't give me any comments..

"It's Very Stupid Of My Person, To Act This Way.."

OMGGGGGGGG. I haven't blogged for FOREVER. So!........NEW YORK WAS FRICKEN AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! We went to a ton of places. It was reaaaally fun. And when I saw RENT.....wowwwwwwww. That was indeed the best. Day. Everr. Adam Pascal & Anthony Rapp were incredible. Most of the show I was probably grinning like an idiot, thinking, "OMG I seriously can't believe I'm seeing this live!!" Haha and I bought a T-Shirt. Stagedooring wasn't a huuge mob, actually. I was like in front and it was cool. I got Anthony & Tamyra's autograph. I couldn't get Nicolette's, because she skipped over me..D; But that's OK. I was also a little disappointed that Adam Pascal didn't come out, but he doesn't HAVE TO come out for autographs. The show was a good enough experience without me having to get autographs by EVERYONE.

So..I have been listening to Declan Bennett, aka sumladfromcov. His Live From Brighton CD is really good. Sorry, but I think I'm obsessed. JUST A LITTLE! And here's some pics.



Yaaaaay. So he's pretty much awesome. I wanna go back to new York in December so I can see him on Broadway as Roger. In RENT, of course!!!
So I've been thinking of switching to Livejournal. Don't kill me, Blogger!
You should really add Goodsearch to your search toolbar. It's a search engine powered by Yahoo! that donates to your charity of choice every time you search. Nifty! If you were wondering, my charity is Broadway Cares/Equity Fights AIDS.
So now I haven't been invited to the 2 birthday parties happening this weekend. Quite depressing. Maybe instead I'll go on Voices For RENT, read fanfics, listen to Declan, watch tv, and be bored. WOOOOOOOOOO.
HEY! I'm on Pandora, and Last.fm. They're sooper-kool music-networking(or something)sites. Sooooo.....I have a crisis. I don't know what high school to go to. A performing arts highs school with no one I know going for the 1st year(my friend who's a year younger is going the year after), or a normal high school with all my friendsies. HELP! Soooo....phonezoo is being really icky. It never sends me my ringtone! I was going to get a good Middle Of Your Ashtray tone!! But I did switch ringbacks from Out Tonight to 5 Minutes to Midnight. Yeppperss.
I'M WATCHING SPONGEBOB RIGHT NOW. YOU CAN'T BELIEVE HOW HARDCORE IT IS.
So I'm gonna go starighten my hair and eyeliner it up. Oh! And buy The Painter's Ball by sumladfromcov(Declan<3)on iTunes. Church in a bit. I'll seriously blog more often. I PROMISE! Even if I might switch to LiveJournal!
......I want Anthony Rapp's book. Christmas prez anyone?