She is just a girl who claims that I am the one

So now Cookie is adorning both my main and front phone wallpaper screens. The front one being the every-so-thud-worthy People mag picture and the main screen being the one with the VERY NICE GUITAR(; Haha.

So I thought my 4th was gonna be suuper laame. My dad, grandma and g-ma's friend were out pretty much aaaaaallllll day working on setting up for the Laguna Art Festival my Dad is in, so at home it my my aunt, 5-yr-old cousin, sister and me. I read copious amounts of Mavid fanfiction. And ate food. That was pretty much my day. Until we went out for the fireworks. So they started and I was talking with my AI-loving online friend on my phone AIM/watching fireworks. Suddenly the fireworks stopped after just a bit. People were like 'whut. zomg fire!' so there was a fire, we didn't know if it was house or brush, but it turned out to be a brush fire. I videotaped some of it on my phone and was gonna put it on youtube but turns out the file is too big to email to myself so that's laaaaaame. I sent a group text telling like 15 people and I got soooo many texts back, it was madness. I also was twittering madly about what was happening. There were I think 2 fire trucks and a police car driving around. It was intense, man! There's even a news article about it!
http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/25537468/
Also someone's car was on fire earlier yesterday. And during all the fire drama, my aunt had parked her car in a different spot than she had when she went to get us food since someone took her spot. Soo our icky ick neighbor who we've always had issues with and is a member of the Association was yelling at my aunt, my aunt saying she was my dad's sister and just visiting and it was stupid she was yelling at her. Then they started like, cussing each other out! I tell you it was a verry exciting Fourth this year. (:

Oh, here's my Cookie concert videos from the tour. On my channel, www.youtube.com/emocass. :D I really want his fanmail addres since I wanna send him mail of the fan variety. Cara needs it tooooooo.

Gahhh. TWELVE days til Lilli, Brian, Skylar, Phoebe AND Remy leave. This is too terrible. I haven't even seen the effing show yet! D:

And now Cara knows all about Mavid, Davandy {which I'm not all that into}, "bromance" {that term is..gah. but that's what they use on the AI boards. whatever.} and the 'fanbase' xD All that nice stuff. I also was so fangirly and rambling to everyone about Cookie and everything haha. Yevi and I were talking about it on AIM and she said she had read naughty Jonas fanfics. XD I still don't get the Jonas appeal. But whatever.

Oh, here's the 'VERY NICE GUITAR' pic.
:D


Oh, and read this, it's stunning and full of angst. AND SURPRISINGLY NOT THAT BAD. :D
http://coyotes-sing.livejournal.com/1173.html

Those watermelon smiles just can't ripen underwater...

So the news is that Blake Bashoff & Kyle Riabko are gonna be on the Spring Awakening tour. Which I will see. This news is good news, Blake's fantastic {from the audio I heard..shhh}, I've hear mixed things about Kyle but he's pretty and for the most part I've heard good things. (:
I WANT MORE PEOPLE TO HAVE TWITTER. kthxx. And when you do get twitter, sign up for/follow tweetpotato. {Which I heard about on tastyblogsnack.com}

And I want to know how to put a shnazzy banner on the top of my blog. Usually I know these things. But in this case, and in Scribbld's case I get confuzzled. :P

WEDNESDAY IS THE TOP 10 TOUR. *fangirls*

And I painted my nails. Alternating red/blue/green with a yellow peace sign on both thumbs. very shnazzy. But it was crappy nail polish and is already coming off. D:

OH. I need to pimp this youtube user {like he even needs pimping, he's mad popular already}
www.youtube.com/Fred
I'm jealous of him getting 2mil+ views on every video {his most popular has over 5mil} and he's the same age as me. Where is you go on my channel, www.youtube.com/emocass, the only vid that is there is my sister dancing to One Song Glory from Rent. Which has a little over 200 views, sry2say. Anyway, this guy plays this character named Fred, a 6 year old with hyperactivity & anger issues and a alcoholic mom. Hard to explain, just watch it. It's complete randomness and silliness but happens to also be hilarious. :D

I need to burn Spring Awakening for Carol, she wants the music now. (: I wonder if I should burn In The Heights for her too..she liked their performance on the Tonys.

It felt so wrong, it felt so right, don't mean I'm in love tonight.

IO hay. I'm kinda lagging on this, cuz I've been over at Scribbld since LJ is blocked and everything. It's kinda lame but the whole LJ layout makes up for it. It's kinda confuzzling, though.

Oh, only 1 more day of middle school. :O Kinda depressing, considering basically everyone I know isn't going to the same high school as me. :( But I'm really excited to go do SOCSA. I went to the showcase, it was 4+ effin' hours. Super long, from 6.30 to like 10.45pm. But everyone pwned hardcore and it was amazing and they did 2 Spring Awakening songs. :D

So a whole lotta crap's been going on at school lately.

We're basically turning into semi-East LA school. I had a hugehuge thing typed up documenting everything I know that happened last week but I decided to not post it. I saved it was a draft though. But it's pretty much resolved, so that's very good. It was really not fun for a while.

But aughhhhhhhh school is done and we're so depressed. NO ONE wants me to go to Dana next year, I've gotten so many death threats and shocked faces and 'No you're not''s and that sort of things. D: It's seriously making me sad. I was practically crying in the car after the day ended, and some of my friends were legitly crying. One of these days it's gonna really hit me and 'm gonna sob. I mean, even this guy I've known since elementary and he's the kinda guy who always acts out with his friends said he didn't want me to leave. But he's nice. And he knew Idina Menzel was in Wicked for some reason. BUT IT'S ALL JUST SO EFFING DEPRESSING. DDDD: Fo srs. I mean, I'm excited to go to SOCSA and all, but blaaaaaa.

So..um..oh oh new music! Shnazzyness and very eclectic-ness abounds. Rilo Kiley, Eisley, All Time Low, The HorrorPops, The Sex Pistols, Panic at the Disco, In The Hiehgts OBCR, Katy Perry, Seven Foot Wave, Forever The Sickest Kids, We The Kings, Liz Phair, Hole, and that's it. Pretty. Odd. {which PWNS.}

CONGRATS TO IN THE HEIGHTS! Such an incredible show I wanna see it so much. The music truly is amazing. They so deserved Best Musical. And I was so glad Lin won Best Score! :D he's so talented, and so young. Their Tony performance pwned muchly too. :D

OH OH OH MY PADRE'S GIRLFRIEND CAROL WHO IS A FLIGHT ATTENDANT WENT TO NYC FOR LIKE THE 6TH TIME AND SAW SPRING AWAKENING. {also got jesse!Hanschen} And I was mega jealous. But she brought me back the Playbill, the program, the bag, a magnet and a T-shirt. So yayyy. but still....JEALOUSLY. She said it was really amazing. And she also brought me back the Playbill, the bag, the program, a T-shirt and a magnet. Very shnazzy indeed.

Awful sweet to be a little butterfly.

Um, watching American Idol elims. Yay David Cook.
OH OH I GOT INTO SOCSA. :DDDDDD
And..I WATCHED SA. Twas incredible. Watched it twice. DDS/BW/Moritz's Suicide w/monologues was even more amazing. Loved the hayloft scene on video.
ANYWAY
I SAW RENT.
LOVED THE CAST. ZOMG. Hannah Shankman was on as Maureen, and she was fierceeeee. Jed & Heinz pwned, Jed being awesome and hilarious and loved him. The cast was just incredible. And Anwar had an asfghhgfdfgh incredible voice. Just overall incredible time. And I stagedoored, everyone was so nice. I wish Hannah & Jed came out, though. But I got pixxxxxxx.

http://s4.photobucket.com/albums/y121/Kokoii/Musicals/?action=view¤t=IMG_7488.jpg

http://s4.photobucket.com/albums/y121/Kokoii/Musicals/?action=view¤t=IMG_7487.jpg

http://s4.photobucket.com/albums/y121/Kokoii/Musicals/?action=view¤t=IMG_7485.jpg

So overall A++++++++++++ time. I got a shnazzy hoodie, too. And a button. WOO RENT and I took Katie and she really liked it muchly, too. Our seats were really good, too. Dead center ftw.

BUT GROFF & LEA ARE GONE FROM SA. D: So I'll never see them live. I only hope Socha & Kyle live up to expectations. I also hope no one else leaves before I see it.

Um also I may be in another one of those *situations*. I'm like 99% sure he likes me. I hope he gets over it and does nothing about it, because as bitter as that sounds, it's the best thing to do. It won't be awkward and we can just forget about it like nothing happened. Because I REALLY don't want another situation. Just..blaahh.

Oh yeah, I got RENT 12.19.06 audio with Hanke&Tim. I love Tim's random little riffs on things, they're barely noticeable but mean so much imho. xD Haven's Maureen got nothing on Hannah, sorry.
So I'm gonna go watch more AI.
Oh oh and I'm like addicted to this song. It's a good song, and it's Phoebe & Skylar. What's not to like?
www.youtube.com/watch?v=mZeYOsdA5Bk

I don't wanna go home, I just wanna be part of your breakdown..

HOW DID I GET 106 POSTS ON THIS BLOG. WTH.
Speaking of that, I haven't blogged for long times. Oh noes.
I GOT DECLAN BENNETT'S NEW ALBUM, 'AN INNOCENT EVENING OF DRINKING'.
It's verrry verry amazing, I must say.
I got into a *situation* last week. It was a very icky and awkward situation, really. But it's ver and done with, except for Tanner being a huge mean person this morning. But it doesn't even involve him, as much as he'd like to think it would. >.< It was really not a fun thing for me. I felt like how it ended was me being mean. And I don't like being mean. But I had to tell him I didn't want to go out with him because it was the truth. I mean, I've known him since elementary school, it's way awkward and weird. But I'm over it, he's over it, we're all over it. [except for Tanner who thinks I'm retarded for ignoring him. I'm sorry I did ignore him, but I'm terrible in these kinda of situations and gahh.]
ANYWAY
I'm getting a SA VIDEO today. WITH PHOEBE!ILSE AND KRYSTA!ANNA. THIS IS GOING TO BE COMPLETELY AND UTTERLY INCREDIBLE, YO. I'm so excited xD

Speaking of that, I'm so glad Jason Castro's gone off American Idol. It was his time, definitely. I predict next week Syesha will leave, then it will be face-off between Davids. :O I really honestly have noo idea who will win, David Archuleta has a tonnnn of fangirls and he's cute at times and he can sing and he's generally adorable and awkward. [: But David Cook is just completely phenomenal and can sing ANYTHING, really. He can do Mariah and Phantom and Dolly and rock. All being full of pwn. That is hardcore. And it doesn't hurt he's gotten to be pretty cute and his hair=yesss. I HAVE A THING FOR HAIR I'M SORRY. But I'd be fine with either of them winning, because they both are good[though Cookieee is betterrr] seriously, his Phantom song, The Music of the Night[which is on my iPod] had me fangirling SO HARD over him. Liek whoa. and no matter what both of them will make it big in the industry. Yay.

ZOMG I'M SEEING RENT TOUR IN 6 DAYS AND I WILL FANGIRL AND STAGEDOOR AND GET MY PLAYBILL SIGNED AND TAKE PICTURES WITH THE CAST AND PUT THEM IN MY BINDER, AND I WILL LIKE IT.
It's als the same day as my SOCSA audition. I hope that dude from [title of show] emails me back TODAY so I can arrange for paying for A Way Back To Then sheet music so I can audition with it, I really want to sing that. If not, then I'll just sing So Much Better [Legally Blonde, if you didn't know already.] Because me madre had a problem with me auditioning with The Dark I Know Well from SA. Blaaa. It's 'innapropriate'. D: And I have to choose my monologues, and I'm extremely glad Hannah helped me with them at lunch today. Yay her. :D
SO I'M REALLY HUNGRY RIGHT NOW. I neeeeeed to blog more often, my blogs are always sooo long. Gah.

Off to wonderland, where never never finds you..

Watching American Idol. David Cook pwned. :D
And omg. There was this Spring Awakening April Fool's joke that Matt Doyle got fired and arrested. Which isn't cool, because he's had bad experiences before. They shouldn't have chosen him, imho. >_- But he's going to be the new Hanschen when Jonny B. Wright leaves April 20. Yayyy. :D
I watched bare again last night. I CRIED A LOT. Again. xD Such sad stuff. D:
Aahaha I just saw one of those Mac commercials with the people and it was funny. Bashing pcs ftw. (: And omg that South Park parody of that commercial. 'I HOPE ITS pr0nz!!' *dies*

And here's some art i did Sunday. Doodles that took less than 10 minutes each. Enjoy xD





Sorries for the ultra-light lines. You can't really see it D:
There's another I didn't post. find it here.
My mom burned me the Once album. Yay.
*Goes to watch more AI*

And I don't care, if you're pretty, I'm not admitting you are right.

O HAI GUYZ. I'm a super-terrible blogger, because I keep on saying I'm gonna blog more often, and lo&behold, I don't. I really will try and do it more often, I promise!
Well my birthday was the 13th. I am now 14, hooray. I got some fun stuff.
And I got a new iPod! Red nano video. I put some SA videos on it. It's 8 gigs, which I like. :D
And I am now liking 3 more shows. bare, [title of show], and tick, tick... BOOM!. They all are amazing, but the best by far is bare. That show made me cry just listening to the music. Crazy. But it's incredible and sad and amazing and all that fun st00f.
Anyway, I had CORE testing today. Math & English. Math killed me inside. It was not a fun experience. At all. But Reading was easy, I've taken that test multiple times, and afterward I read and then we got to go out to the park and talk/read. Me, Yevi, Tanner & Claire had interesting, to say the least, conversation. And we were loud. Haha.
OHH and I got my song for SA audition chosen. Love Song. I just needta snag some accompaniment and type up a resume and find a good headshot pic. And soon.
And I'm seeing Phantom at OCPAC Sunday. With Cara, she's sleeping over Saturday, which is also the day I'll be doing my 1st table read of our script for theatre. I have no idea what we're doing for our play. I hope I get a good part.

And if you haven't already noticed, I'm gonna be using a song lyric for my subject all the time. yay.

No more weeping, any more.

O HAY. I haven't posted for FOR EVERRRR.
Soo.
I've been making a bunch of icons. People seem to like them. A majority of then are of Spring Awakening, which I've gotten very much into. It's really quite amazing, and so is the cast. And they're having open calls! Which I'm doing.
It was funny, I was talking to Tanner on AIM, and I told him I was auditioning for SA. He was like, 'BE CONFIDENT! You're gonna get a lead!!' And then I had to tell him why I couldn't be Wendla. His reaction was quite funny. xD
MY BIRTHDAY's IN 5 DAYS.
I'm not having a party, but instead Cara's sleeping over and then we're seeing Phantom.
AND I GOT TICKETS FOR THE RENT TOUR IN ANAHEIM. :D Like, I just bought them a minute ago. For May. On a wednesday.
And I really, really want to go to New York over Spring Break. I want to see SA! (And RENT, Legally Blonde, and Hairspray) Because RENT's closing on June 1(D:), and Lea/Blake B/JGroff's last is on May 18. So I need to see them.
I hope I can go see the LB&SA tours when they start, they're starting in Cali(San Fran). Yayy.

Um..I can't think of anything else to say..
OH.
American Idol.
I was sad Asia'h went home. Kinda sad for Danny, too. But I knew Luke&Kady were gonna leave. :P Yay for it being in 3 days. Top 12. :D

Also, oldspringspike.com. Reply & Drowning in Sobriety are the best songs on the player on the bottom left corner. Go there.