Have you ever been fake, for the sake of saving face?

I meant to type all this a while ago. But...lazy. And I have decided that for general randomness posts I'll use song lyrics as the subject line and for specific posts like my memorial to my left earbud or new music reviews {which you can expect regularly now!} I'll do non-lyrics subject lines.

I know, that information was soo important for you to know. (:

Oh oh oh I got an iPhone 3G on Saturday! *dances* Black 8 gig. And I love it. But it's almost full of music. My dad said I could exchange it for a 16 gig since I only have like 2gigs left of space. I'm in the process of updating the software to 2.0.1. :D

I went to the Breaking Dawn midnight release party at Barnes & Noble on Friday with Natasha, Marissa & Danica. It was really fun even though I failed at bingo and didn't know any of the trivia questions. probably because I read Twilight & New Moon last year and Eclipse in June. And was never a supercrazayfan. But Marissa won twice and got 2 Breaking Dawn shirts and gave one to me. And in line to get the book we met these 2 girls that'll be seniors next year and go to the high school I'll be going && doing SOCSA, majoring in the same things. {Theatre&vocal music} So huzzah, I'll know more than four people. And zomg school is starting so soon! D:
Oh, and I finished Breaking Dawn 2 days ago. It was good, and I was glad how it ended. It was so long, haha, but I like long books. Even though it only took me 2 days to read it. I didn't start reading it til the day after I got it because I needed to go to a bat mitzvah the next day and had to wake up early. And wanted to play with my iPhone. Haha.

I saw the Dark Knight like a week ago. It was really good. And Heath Ledger was amazing. I know everyone is saying that, but it's true! (: And even though it was 2 and a half hours it wasn't dragging on or anything. Huzzah.

I finished another book yesterday, Impulse by Ellen Hopkins. I now own every one of her books. I seriously recommend any of her books to anyone. Probably Crank and its sequel Glass the most. Burned was excellent too. Impulse was good too, but didn't have the poetic verse appeal of the other books. But it was good and you should read it too. I found this book and read some of it at the release party at B&N called serafina67 *urgently requires life* by Susie Day. It's written as a blog and sounds a lot like how I write, haha! So I wanna go get that. But right now I'm in the process of reading Black by Ted Dekker, as recommended by Cara. I've only finished the prologue so far but am gonna read more later most likely.

You guys should really follow me on twitter so you'll know what's going on when I'm too lazy to blog. Like I saw a flaming car on the freeway today. Trufax.

Next post will be a huuuuuge review of a crapload of albums I bought. And some individual singles and such. :D

PS. If you watched the Teen Choice Awards yesterday {I did. Just for David Cook & David Archuleta} that girl who won the contest to give awards to people, Hannah, that's a girl that goes to my school. I was like 'WTF I KNOW HER!' and also exclaimed 'DAVID COOK!' when they showed him in the audience. His banter with Archie while presenting the award was priceless, trufax. That boy needs to host SNL. Like, soon. And Archie just needs to be less awkward. But it does make for humor. Lawl. But what he REALLY needs to do is grow his hair over those ears. Really.

If you wanna know the truth, make or break my day.

O HAY AGAIN.
8D
Yesterday I was once again at the Laguna Arts Festival, but this time to see the Pageant of the Masters, a sort of presentation/performance of living pictures, where paintings are recreated using real people and stage lighting and all that jazz.
And I really doubt this is relevant, but I had four Cokes {the SODA, u guiz!! m'gosherz.} beforehand at this restaurant. YEY.
But anyway the pageant was pretty kewlioh. I think it would be also kewlioh {I know, you adore my spelling of that word} to audition to be in next year's pageant. Anyone can try out, it just depends on your measurements and what sizes/whatever they need. [:

...I thought I'd have more to say on that subject, hahaha. GUESS NOT.

Just for the record, still hooked on Mavid. 8D

This morning {at 9am, meaning I had to get up at like 8, ugh, not good when you are so excellent at staying up late. 2am x.x} I had to go to this meeting for the Vacation Bible School I'm involunteering {yes, INvolunteering} for. But zomg then before I was leaving I was checkin' ze email as always and found out Cara is going to the exact same VBS to volunteer! So that was epic newzies. :D But I'm helping out for 3rd/some 4th&5th grade and she's assisting for the 2nd graders, but we'll still see each other before/after/whatever.
Oh, and today I worked at my dad's studio. FILING PAPERS/RECIEPTS/JUNK, OH WHAT FUN!!
And then also I was using the wi-fi there to email Cara but it wasn't send so that was fail. And she sent me all kinds of pwn David Cook picciezzzzzzzzzzzzz. which is most definitely NOT fail.

OH OH ZOMG I SO TOTALLY ALMOST FORGOT. I HAVE A GAME FOR YOU, READERS! {are there 2 of you? 3? I know, i'm so popular.}
I was bored in the car when we were driving to the zoo and I had my iPod on shuffle so I wrote a short line of lyrics from every song, totaling 10 songs. I then numbered each line of lyrics.

MKAY, HERE'S WHAT YOO DOOOOOO.

You just gotta guess what song each line of lyrics is from. For hints I guess you could look at my music favorites in my blogger profile/IJ interests.

No googling lyrics unless there is a life on the line~~!!



There you go. Ph33r my hamdwriting.

1.
2. I Kissed A Girl - Katy Perry {Guessed by Zoe}
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7. Lady Madonna - The Beatles {guessed by Zoe}
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^I'll edit those when people guess, I'll fill in their names/link to their blog/whatever in the space of what number they guessed right.
NOW PARTICIPATE!!!!!!!

Take a look at the invisible girl, here she is, clear as the day

Ummmm Cara's beating me at blogging so I thought I'd catch up. 8D

I listened to Next to Normal and was utterly and hopelessly confused. :\ BUT THE MUSIC WAS FANTASTIC! And Jenn Damiano is amazingly amazing. :D So I recommend it albeit it being super confusing. But that's probably since I only have audio, a video would help.

And aaalso Cara got Cookie's address and already wrote her letter and I have nooo idea what to write! But I will use big words, lol.

And I thought I was so over Mavid since I basically OD'd on fanfiction that one day. Lol. I still like it though. = I heard from this one girl that met them that MJ was like 'remember when you won and I was whispering sweet nothings in your ear?' and then apparently the 2 said something the girl couldn't hear and she asked MJ what Cookie said and he was all ' o I can't repeat that sry'
LULZ MAAAAAAAAVID. Fo realz. And also this one picture I would post if I could find it. IT'S SO GREAT. But I'm too lazy to find it. x.x
And I don't think I could ever warm up to Cookleta. Just..Archie's waaaayy too But this one fic was so great, it's so hilarious, but that pairings were all over the place, Mavid, Cookleta, MJ/Herdandez, Archie/Herdandez, Carly/Amanda, and it was just like 'LOLWHUT'. <--whoooo run-on sentence majorly. But it was fun to read, even when everyone got eliminated and it was solely Cookleta but I still was like 'Cookleta...ehhhh..x.x' I guess it can be /tolerable/ when full of fluff though. Still, for me, Cookleta=notrlyformee. RANT OVAH.

I still like Mavid the best. OH I was watching a buncha Cook interviews and one of the questions was like 'What makes you smile?' Cook's answer..'Michael Johns.' AWH. And I saw video from the Vegas tour and during the last group number Cookie and MJ do the robot. Awh.

I made a buncha album art for my Cookie & MJ & whatever else AI songs I had ripped from youtube and thus, not having album art. And it turned out pretty shnazzayy.

Also, I have a question. Why are my 'post numbers' so ridiculously high? Like, in this picture..



It says I have 300+ posts and I most definitely do NOT have anything close to that. BLOGGER YOU SPEAK LIIIIIEEEZZ.

PS I'm seeing some musical today. 8D

She is just a girl who claims that I am the one

So now Cookie is adorning both my main and front phone wallpaper screens. The front one being the every-so-thud-worthy People mag picture and the main screen being the one with the VERY NICE GUITAR(; Haha.

So I thought my 4th was gonna be suuper laame. My dad, grandma and g-ma's friend were out pretty much aaaaaallllll day working on setting up for the Laguna Art Festival my Dad is in, so at home it my my aunt, 5-yr-old cousin, sister and me. I read copious amounts of Mavid fanfiction. And ate food. That was pretty much my day. Until we went out for the fireworks. So they started and I was talking with my AI-loving online friend on my phone AIM/watching fireworks. Suddenly the fireworks stopped after just a bit. People were like 'whut. zomg fire!' so there was a fire, we didn't know if it was house or brush, but it turned out to be a brush fire. I videotaped some of it on my phone and was gonna put it on youtube but turns out the file is too big to email to myself so that's laaaaaame. I sent a group text telling like 15 people and I got soooo many texts back, it was madness. I also was twittering madly about what was happening. There were I think 2 fire trucks and a police car driving around. It was intense, man! There's even a news article about it!
http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/25537468/
Also someone's car was on fire earlier yesterday. And during all the fire drama, my aunt had parked her car in a different spot than she had when she went to get us food since someone took her spot. Soo our icky ick neighbor who we've always had issues with and is a member of the Association was yelling at my aunt, my aunt saying she was my dad's sister and just visiting and it was stupid she was yelling at her. Then they started like, cussing each other out! I tell you it was a verry exciting Fourth this year. (:

Oh, here's my Cookie concert videos from the tour. On my channel, www.youtube.com/emocass. :D I really want his fanmail addres since I wanna send him mail of the fan variety. Cara needs it tooooooo.

Gahhh. TWELVE days til Lilli, Brian, Skylar, Phoebe AND Remy leave. This is too terrible. I haven't even seen the effing show yet! D:

And now Cara knows all about Mavid, Davandy {which I'm not all that into}, "bromance" {that term is..gah. but that's what they use on the AI boards. whatever.} and the 'fanbase' xD All that nice stuff. I also was so fangirly and rambling to everyone about Cookie and everything haha. Yevi and I were talking about it on AIM and she said she had read naughty Jonas fanfics. XD I still don't get the Jonas appeal. But whatever.

Oh, here's the 'VERY NICE GUITAR' pic.
:D


Oh, and read this, it's stunning and full of angst. AND SURPRISINGLY NOT THAT BAD. :D
http://coyotes-sing.livejournal.com/1173.html

I've been alone with you inside my mind.

I have a new addiction that many may frown upon and many may squee upon. 8D
MAVID!
aka the Flyboys aka Michael Johns/David Cook. I'M SORRY, IT'S JUST SO FANGIRL-WORTHY AND THE FANFICTION IS REALLY REALLY REALLY ADDICTING. Dx It makes me want to write some shnazziness. mkay so dun go buggin meh bout me fandom n pairins n junk kthx.

I'm in the process of uploading the Cookie concert vids to the Tube of the You, so if you want the links, I'll give em to you. :D

I also have nao reserved a small spot in my fangirlness for Michael Johns the Aussie with a quite sexy voice if I do say so myself. Like..srsly go listen to It's All Wrong, But It's All Right. *DED* Or Dream On. Now I have them on my iPod. :D Oh, and the I Don't Want To Miss a Thing Studio Version. Gotta love Cookie. <3 I have fallen hard into the pit of super-fangirliness yet again. Majorly, yo.

Oh, and speaking of Idol RPS, CAKE. I JUST found out about this xD I find it slightly adorable. HERE'S A PHOTOSHOP MANIP SOMEONE DID.



Lulzzzz. But like, seriously, if you go here, there a buncha non-manips full of Cake squeeness. xD

Um, anyway, oh! I got Declan Bennett Live at the Living Room audio and it's quite quite shnazzy. <3Declan<3 I also got RENT audio with Declan Roger and Caren!Mimi, but still needta listen to it. I also got a Next to Normal audio, which everyone says is amazing but still need to listen also.

I also put a shnazzy header at the top of my page! It's kinda craptastic graphics-wise, I made it all by myself without any tuts or anything like textures. Kinda boring, but it'll work for now. :)

Oh, happy 4th of July!!!!! I hope this year's 4th gets shnazzier, it's been boringggg except for the Mavid fanfic abundance, lol.

I'll leave you with this pic cuz it's quite gorg.


<3

Searching for that ~magic rainbow~ on the horizon

AREN'T RAINDBOWS MAGICAL? 8D

AMERICAN IDOL EFFING TOUR WAS YESTERDAY<3333333
So..we were in the VERYVERYVERY back of the venue. We could NOT be farther back. But at least we were in dead center.
!REVIEW TIME!

So we were waiting to get into the arena with our Cookie shirts on, we saw a buncha peeps with AI-related homemade shirts, me, Cara and my sister had David Cook shirts. We saw a bunch of other Cookie shirts, hooray. While we were waiting this lady driving by was like 'Yay, Cookie! Yay!' about our shirts, aha. In line we were probably being all fangirly, lol. Anyway, we got in and bought our glowy-st00f. I kinda wish I bought the picture that Cara bought. I think you could probably get it online, though. Then we got in and heard this guy blabbering about Poptarts. xD Then it started!!
Chikeze was first. he was very good, better than I expected or remembered. :D
Next was Ramiele. She's so cute&small :D She wasn't incredible but good.
Then MICHAEL JOHNS. <3 Seriously epic win. Like, amazingg Aussie skillz. <3
Then, um, oh, Kristy Lee. She did pretty good, she was never my favorite.
Next it was Carly. She's really good.
Brooke was after that. She was pretty good, I liked how she talked to the audience in between songs, it showed personality. :)
Then Jasonnnnn. I normally don't like him, but he was actually good.
Then Syesha with all her skillz. Seriously, really, good. <3
Then mad screaming & cheering from all the little fangirls for Archie. He was really good, though. During his performance me & Cara were like 'ZOMG COOK NEXT!!' Lol.
OMG. Last but deffff not least it was DAVID EFFIN COOK. <3 The cheering was intense, me&Cara were screeaaming so much. he started out with Hello, which I shot decent video of, and he most certainly pwned it. Then he sang Time of My Life {which I quoted in my subject line, lol} And I also shot video of it quite nicely and he changed some of the notes to supreme fantastic amazingness where I was all ':O <3333 MAKIN MY EARS A BIT TOO HAPPY THAR' xD Then he sang I Don't Want To Miss a Thing, which was really really shnazzy. Then he sang this song called My Hero, which he dedicated to his brother. Awh. My camera's memory card was full after like half of the song so I couldn't tape the whole thing and the amazingness which followed. He apparently left the stage and everyone was screaming for more then there was red light and all this smoke and the first chords of Billie Jean started and the screaming&cheering just got louder and he was singing and it was soo fantastic<3 Then all of them came out for a group number.
Anyway, afterwards we wanted to go get autographs but they told us they didn't come out. So we left.
WELL GUESS WHAT?
THEY LIED. D:
All of them came out before the show at like 1.30 or 2 AND came out afterward like an hour after the show!!!! So I'm really, really mad that I had the opportunity to actually see them and wasn't able to. D: WTF. So stupid. Seriously. I think I'll ask my dad to like, drive to LA on the 7th and go before the show and see them.

Oh, we were on the Trolley Tour in San Diego {which was where the show was} and I heard someone listening to In the Heights in their car next to us! I was like 'ZOMG ITH NUWAIII' Haha. And like, all my electronics died. My iPod died right when my mom turned off the car when we got there. Seriously perfect synchronization, lol. And my phone died just after I got off the phone with Cara and arrived at the venue. And my camera had low battery. Haha. So on the drive back I just sat there bored. I was really tiredd.

Oh, I have upsetting news. My computer now blocks PHOTOBUCKET. D: Any images posted USING photobucket and the actualy website. So that's pretty much STUPID. D: Also I have like 15 mosquito bites, which make me very very unhappy indeed.

I saw Wall•E a couple days ago. It was good. I want to see Get Smart & Hancock.

She spun the stars on her fingernails but it never made her happy

OMG. ME AND CARA ARE GOING TO THE AMERICAN IDOL TOP 10 TOUR IN 6 DAYS!!!!!!!!! :DDDDD WITH DAVID COOK {plus everyone else} BUT OMG. It's seriously gonna be such a fangirly day. We're gonna go out and mob him after and maybe get a picture cuz if we did that would be extremely fabulously incredible. Or at least an autograph or something. But the biggest thing is WE'RE GONNA SEE HIM LIVE! <3333333

So anyway I finished 2 books in 2 days. {well, 3 days but I read one the first day and read nothing the 2nd day then read one the 3rd day, lol} And I def recommend them.
The first is Star Crossed by Mark Schreiber. The 2nd one is Crank by Ellen Hopkins. Both are very good. Crank is written in a veyr stylized, poetic, free-verse style, I envy the author for writing so creatively and shnazzily. Both are kinda intense, Crank being the most intense. But you should read them. !! Kay.

I wrote a poem in like 5 minutes last night. :D BEHOLD

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Trash Can
gaudy plastic turquoise cradles
gaudy plastic bottles
paper
crinkled
wrinkled
cascading down plastic sides
the bottle juts out
r e m i n d e r
haunts me for awhile
u n t i l I
rid myself of it
forever
no more
'til it is once again satiated

***

Lulzzzz I tried to make a poem about my trash can sound as non-boring as a poem about a trash can can sound. xD Feedback would be nice. (:

And I also am probably gonna post a RENTfic I wrote before NaNoWriMo {which was in November btw}, and it is slash and it is Mark/Roger and there is boykissing, so when I do post it be ~prepared~. :D But it's just fluff&stuff. Nothing bad. And it's really short.

ANYWAY 8D

My mom wants to go to the beach today. Eh. I dun really feel like it, but whatever.

Awful sweet to be a little butterfly.

Um, watching American Idol elims. Yay David Cook.
OH OH I GOT INTO SOCSA. :DDDDDD
And..I WATCHED SA. Twas incredible. Watched it twice. DDS/BW/Moritz's Suicide w/monologues was even more amazing. Loved the hayloft scene on video.
ANYWAY
I SAW RENT.
LOVED THE CAST. ZOMG. Hannah Shankman was on as Maureen, and she was fierceeeee. Jed & Heinz pwned, Jed being awesome and hilarious and loved him. The cast was just incredible. And Anwar had an asfghhgfdfgh incredible voice. Just overall incredible time. And I stagedoored, everyone was so nice. I wish Hannah & Jed came out, though. But I got pixxxxxxx.

http://s4.photobucket.com/albums/y121/Kokoii/Musicals/?action=view¤t=IMG_7488.jpg

http://s4.photobucket.com/albums/y121/Kokoii/Musicals/?action=view¤t=IMG_7487.jpg

http://s4.photobucket.com/albums/y121/Kokoii/Musicals/?action=view¤t=IMG_7485.jpg

So overall A++++++++++++ time. I got a shnazzy hoodie, too. And a button. WOO RENT and I took Katie and she really liked it muchly, too. Our seats were really good, too. Dead center ftw.

BUT GROFF & LEA ARE GONE FROM SA. D: So I'll never see them live. I only hope Socha & Kyle live up to expectations. I also hope no one else leaves before I see it.

Um also I may be in another one of those *situations*. I'm like 99% sure he likes me. I hope he gets over it and does nothing about it, because as bitter as that sounds, it's the best thing to do. It won't be awkward and we can just forget about it like nothing happened. Because I REALLY don't want another situation. Just..blaahh.

Oh yeah, I got RENT 12.19.06 audio with Hanke&Tim. I love Tim's random little riffs on things, they're barely noticeable but mean so much imho. xD Haven's Maureen got nothing on Hannah, sorry.
So I'm gonna go watch more AI.
Oh oh and I'm like addicted to this song. It's a good song, and it's Phoebe & Skylar. What's not to like?
www.youtube.com/watch?v=mZeYOsdA5Bk

I don't wanna go home, I just wanna be part of your breakdown..

HOW DID I GET 106 POSTS ON THIS BLOG. WTH.
Speaking of that, I haven't blogged for long times. Oh noes.
I GOT DECLAN BENNETT'S NEW ALBUM, 'AN INNOCENT EVENING OF DRINKING'.
It's verrry verry amazing, I must say.
I got into a *situation* last week. It was a very icky and awkward situation, really. But it's ver and done with, except for Tanner being a huge mean person this morning. But it doesn't even involve him, as much as he'd like to think it would. >.< It was really not a fun thing for me. I felt like how it ended was me being mean. And I don't like being mean. But I had to tell him I didn't want to go out with him because it was the truth. I mean, I've known him since elementary school, it's way awkward and weird. But I'm over it, he's over it, we're all over it. [except for Tanner who thinks I'm retarded for ignoring him. I'm sorry I did ignore him, but I'm terrible in these kinda of situations and gahh.]
ANYWAY
I'm getting a SA VIDEO today. WITH PHOEBE!ILSE AND KRYSTA!ANNA. THIS IS GOING TO BE COMPLETELY AND UTTERLY INCREDIBLE, YO. I'm so excited xD

Speaking of that, I'm so glad Jason Castro's gone off American Idol. It was his time, definitely. I predict next week Syesha will leave, then it will be face-off between Davids. :O I really honestly have noo idea who will win, David Archuleta has a tonnnn of fangirls and he's cute at times and he can sing and he's generally adorable and awkward. [: But David Cook is just completely phenomenal and can sing ANYTHING, really. He can do Mariah and Phantom and Dolly and rock. All being full of pwn. That is hardcore. And it doesn't hurt he's gotten to be pretty cute and his hair=yesss. I HAVE A THING FOR HAIR I'M SORRY. But I'd be fine with either of them winning, because they both are good[though Cookieee is betterrr] seriously, his Phantom song, The Music of the Night[which is on my iPod] had me fangirling SO HARD over him. Liek whoa. and no matter what both of them will make it big in the industry. Yay.

ZOMG I'M SEEING RENT TOUR IN 6 DAYS AND I WILL FANGIRL AND STAGEDOOR AND GET MY PLAYBILL SIGNED AND TAKE PICTURES WITH THE CAST AND PUT THEM IN MY BINDER, AND I WILL LIKE IT.
It's als the same day as my SOCSA audition. I hope that dude from [title of show] emails me back TODAY so I can arrange for paying for A Way Back To Then sheet music so I can audition with it, I really want to sing that. If not, then I'll just sing So Much Better [Legally Blonde, if you didn't know already.] Because me madre had a problem with me auditioning with The Dark I Know Well from SA. Blaaa. It's 'innapropriate'. D: And I have to choose my monologues, and I'm extremely glad Hannah helped me with them at lunch today. Yay her. :D
SO I'M REALLY HUNGRY RIGHT NOW. I neeeeeed to blog more often, my blogs are always sooo long. Gah.