Awful sweet to be a little butterfly.

Um, watching American Idol elims. Yay David Cook.
OH OH I GOT INTO SOCSA. :DDDDDD
And..I WATCHED SA. Twas incredible. Watched it twice. DDS/BW/Moritz's Suicide w/monologues was even more amazing. Loved the hayloft scene on video.
ANYWAY
I SAW RENT.
LOVED THE CAST. ZOMG. Hannah Shankman was on as Maureen, and she was fierceeeee. Jed & Heinz pwned, Jed being awesome and hilarious and loved him. The cast was just incredible. And Anwar had an asfghhgfdfgh incredible voice. Just overall incredible time. And I stagedoored, everyone was so nice. I wish Hannah & Jed came out, though. But I got pixxxxxxx.

http://s4.photobucket.com/albums/y121/Kokoii/Musicals/?action=view¤t=IMG_7488.jpg

http://s4.photobucket.com/albums/y121/Kokoii/Musicals/?action=view¤t=IMG_7487.jpg

http://s4.photobucket.com/albums/y121/Kokoii/Musicals/?action=view¤t=IMG_7485.jpg

So overall A++++++++++++ time. I got a shnazzy hoodie, too. And a button. WOO RENT and I took Katie and she really liked it muchly, too. Our seats were really good, too. Dead center ftw.

BUT GROFF & LEA ARE GONE FROM SA. D: So I'll never see them live. I only hope Socha & Kyle live up to expectations. I also hope no one else leaves before I see it.

Um also I may be in another one of those *situations*. I'm like 99% sure he likes me. I hope he gets over it and does nothing about it, because as bitter as that sounds, it's the best thing to do. It won't be awkward and we can just forget about it like nothing happened. Because I REALLY don't want another situation. Just..blaahh.

Oh yeah, I got RENT 12.19.06 audio with Hanke&Tim. I love Tim's random little riffs on things, they're barely noticeable but mean so much imho. xD Haven's Maureen got nothing on Hannah, sorry.
So I'm gonna go watch more AI.
Oh oh and I'm like addicted to this song. It's a good song, and it's Phoebe & Skylar. What's not to like?
www.youtube.com/watch?v=mZeYOsdA5Bk

I don't wanna go home, I just wanna be part of your breakdown..

HOW DID I GET 106 POSTS ON THIS BLOG. WTH.
Speaking of that, I haven't blogged for long times. Oh noes.
I GOT DECLAN BENNETT'S NEW ALBUM, 'AN INNOCENT EVENING OF DRINKING'.
It's verrry verry amazing, I must say.
I got into a *situation* last week. It was a very icky and awkward situation, really. But it's ver and done with, except for Tanner being a huge mean person this morning. But it doesn't even involve him, as much as he'd like to think it would. >.< It was really not a fun thing for me. I felt like how it ended was me being mean. And I don't like being mean. But I had to tell him I didn't want to go out with him because it was the truth. I mean, I've known him since elementary school, it's way awkward and weird. But I'm over it, he's over it, we're all over it. [except for Tanner who thinks I'm retarded for ignoring him. I'm sorry I did ignore him, but I'm terrible in these kinda of situations and gahh.]
ANYWAY
I'm getting a SA VIDEO today. WITH PHOEBE!ILSE AND KRYSTA!ANNA. THIS IS GOING TO BE COMPLETELY AND UTTERLY INCREDIBLE, YO. I'm so excited xD

Speaking of that, I'm so glad Jason Castro's gone off American Idol. It was his time, definitely. I predict next week Syesha will leave, then it will be face-off between Davids. :O I really honestly have noo idea who will win, David Archuleta has a tonnnn of fangirls and he's cute at times and he can sing and he's generally adorable and awkward. [: But David Cook is just completely phenomenal and can sing ANYTHING, really. He can do Mariah and Phantom and Dolly and rock. All being full of pwn. That is hardcore. And it doesn't hurt he's gotten to be pretty cute and his hair=yesss. I HAVE A THING FOR HAIR I'M SORRY. But I'd be fine with either of them winning, because they both are good[though Cookieee is betterrr] seriously, his Phantom song, The Music of the Night[which is on my iPod] had me fangirling SO HARD over him. Liek whoa. and no matter what both of them will make it big in the industry. Yay.

ZOMG I'M SEEING RENT TOUR IN 6 DAYS AND I WILL FANGIRL AND STAGEDOOR AND GET MY PLAYBILL SIGNED AND TAKE PICTURES WITH THE CAST AND PUT THEM IN MY BINDER, AND I WILL LIKE IT.
It's als the same day as my SOCSA audition. I hope that dude from [title of show] emails me back TODAY so I can arrange for paying for A Way Back To Then sheet music so I can audition with it, I really want to sing that. If not, then I'll just sing So Much Better [Legally Blonde, if you didn't know already.] Because me madre had a problem with me auditioning with The Dark I Know Well from SA. Blaaa. It's 'innapropriate'. D: And I have to choose my monologues, and I'm extremely glad Hannah helped me with them at lunch today. Yay her. :D
SO I'M REALLY HUNGRY RIGHT NOW. I neeeeeed to blog more often, my blogs are always sooo long. Gah.

Tell me why I should trust you, when the girls all lust to touch you?

I bring late April Fool's comic I drew yesterday after I finished my History test. Took like less than 10 minutes, no incredible talent shown here. But it made all my friends laugh. It got kinda screwed when it got scanned, though. Dx But here it is anyway.



(Click to make it bigger)
Ok, it's all..
Girl: Hay~
Person: Um, I'm really sorry, but y-your mom just died.
Girl: WHAT?! *sob!* *cry!*
Person: *gigglesnort*
Girl: What...why you lol-ing?
Person: APRIL FOOLS! xD
Girl: ...*kills*

Haha. Yep. I have another comic idea, which I'll probably draw some time, I dunno. It involves painted-on skinny jeans. xDD And more exciting st00f.
Half-watching American Idol elims. Not really paying attention, lol.

And I know, the subject is wtf. It's from BARE! HOW CAN YOU NOT LIKE IT??? *spazzes out*
But..anyway, that line is in my head right now, thus it is now the subject of this blog here.
WHICH HAPPENS TO BE THE FOURTH ENTRY IN A ROW! DAYUM, THIS IS CRAZY.

I want to draw with my tablet, preferably on an oekaki. :D

Off to wonderland, where never never finds you..

Watching American Idol. David Cook pwned. :D
And omg. There was this Spring Awakening April Fool's joke that Matt Doyle got fired and arrested. Which isn't cool, because he's had bad experiences before. They shouldn't have chosen him, imho. >_- But he's going to be the new Hanschen when Jonny B. Wright leaves April 20. Yayyy. :D
I watched bare again last night. I CRIED A LOT. Again. xD Such sad stuff. D:
Aahaha I just saw one of those Mac commercials with the people and it was funny. Bashing pcs ftw. (: And omg that South Park parody of that commercial. 'I HOPE ITS pr0nz!!' *dies*

And here's some art i did Sunday. Doodles that took less than 10 minutes each. Enjoy xD





Sorries for the ultra-light lines. You can't really see it D:
There's another I didn't post. find it here.
My mom burned me the Once album. Yay.
*Goes to watch more AI*

Hula hoops and shadiness, these are things I'm bound to miss..

Hay guys. I'm seriously being active blogger amazingness now. CRAZY.
Aaand. I had Mexican food for dinner and I'm full now.
I also put bare parts 10-13 on my iPod. I will proceed to watch them before I go to sleep, probably resulting in me being depressed. :D
I also want to start putting some prettypretty art on this here blog.
Omg aasdfghjhgfdsfa this girl's art is effing amazing. FOP&DP fanart FOR THE WIN. Srs. I want to draw like that. (jealous.) *O* Haha. And so I'll post some uber-old FOP!art of mine. Like last year or later...dunnoes.


This is Cosmo with corn. Corn is nice<3 Um..it's not very good. But I'll post more doodles I drew yesterday with my tablet. Yay.


Oh, this is Spongebob!Art. Squidly and Patrick from Medieval Sponge. (I can't even remember the episode name! D:) And I actually kinda like how this turned out, as old as it is. :D

And I got 2 American Idol singles off iTunes. I listened to one because it came up on my shuffle; David Cook's Billie Jean. (From last week, I think..) And DAYUM. This here David has got some srs fkillz thar. I mean, whoahz he should win. I would buy his music, it sounds like something I'd listen to regularly. (I also got Carly Smithson's Come Together, but have yet to listen to it) I'm also thinking about getting All Time Low's album, a lot of my friends like them.

OMFG Absolution came on my iPod. DDDD: *listens intently to Matt Doyle and his amazingness*

He went to you for guidance,
you hid behind a screen.
Knowing how much empathy might mean..
Did you know how much he loved?
Did you know how much he cared?
Lost in the teachings was a boy so all alone and scared.
Father, we were so in love,
and that's what I find so odd,
Our love was pure and nothing else brought me closer.. to God.

OHMYGOD THAT LAST LINE ALWAYS KILLS ME. Well the whole song does. So does Michael Arden's version of it. AMAZINGGGGG. :DDDDDDD Fo srs.
And finisheing my Mathtest was EVIL today. Number 12 was the death problem, I seriously tried solving it 3476 times. AND I COULDN't DO IT. Stupid rational equations. D:

Psh now it's Mama Who Bore Me (Reprise). Nothing heart-wrenching about that. -_- But still pretty harmonyyyy~


Some pray that one day....(Christ will come a-callin'..)



OMFG HAHAHAHAHAHA I LOVE IT

I'm tired of blaming the drink in my hand..

And I blogged within a week of my last post. That sounds like some crazy S,B! (Not BS! thank you [title of show]) Aaaand the almightily awwweshome Carakinz slept over last night. We played Braaaa and Rock Band. And she kinda pwnz at the guitar, she could do medium her 3rd time playing, ever. SRS FKILLZ THAR. And Kirby cooked us like 4763284 times. It was not a fun thing.
UGGHHHHHH HOMEWORKKKKK&STUDYINGGGGGGGG. Sux!! Vocab AND history. Tomorrow!! :O I should be studying right now. But I'm not. :O
Oh yeah me&Ckinz saw Phantom at OCPAC. It was really hard to follow and not like any show I've seen. Too much vibrato, in my opinion. But it was good. The 2nd Act was a lot better than the 1st.
And o m effing g. I watched the rest of bare the other day. OMGGGGGG. AMAZING. SERIOUSLY AMAZING. Michael Arden & John Hill win my life 4656565x. And omfggggggg John Hill's Cross KILLED ME. It had me literally SOBBING, which happened for the rest of the show from that point on. And Michael Arden's Absolution. Holy. This musical made me sad and depressed and I LOVED IT. Here's the first 2 bits of it, about 10 minutes each.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tuc0evWUFjY
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CbHPtw6ubyo
It's NOTHING compared to the 2nd Act, though. You will be sucked and need to watch the rest. Because it made me cry and cry and cry some more. :OO
I want to draw FOP!art again. That was fun st00f happening thar. And just draw more in general and not just in art class.
And..I have rehearsal today. I think. If I can go, which I hope I can. :D
And Old Springs Pike's EP is shnazzy. Go buy it on iTunes, it's only like 3.99. :D

And I don't care, if you're pretty, I'm not admitting you are right.

O HAI GUYZ. I'm a super-terrible blogger, because I keep on saying I'm gonna blog more often, and lo&behold, I don't. I really will try and do it more often, I promise!
Well my birthday was the 13th. I am now 14, hooray. I got some fun stuff.
And I got a new iPod! Red nano video. I put some SA videos on it. It's 8 gigs, which I like. :D
And I am now liking 3 more shows. bare, [title of show], and tick, tick... BOOM!. They all are amazing, but the best by far is bare. That show made me cry just listening to the music. Crazy. But it's incredible and sad and amazing and all that fun st00f.
Anyway, I had CORE testing today. Math & English. Math killed me inside. It was not a fun experience. At all. But Reading was easy, I've taken that test multiple times, and afterward I read and then we got to go out to the park and talk/read. Me, Yevi, Tanner & Claire had interesting, to say the least, conversation. And we were loud. Haha.
OHH and I got my song for SA audition chosen. Love Song. I just needta snag some accompaniment and type up a resume and find a good headshot pic. And soon.
And I'm seeing Phantom at OCPAC Sunday. With Cara, she's sleeping over Saturday, which is also the day I'll be doing my 1st table read of our script for theatre. I have no idea what we're doing for our play. I hope I get a good part.

And if you haven't already noticed, I'm gonna be using a song lyric for my subject all the time. yay.

No more weeping, any more.

O HAY. I haven't posted for FOR EVERRRR.
Soo.
I've been making a bunch of icons. People seem to like them. A majority of then are of Spring Awakening, which I've gotten very much into. It's really quite amazing, and so is the cast. And they're having open calls! Which I'm doing.
It was funny, I was talking to Tanner on AIM, and I told him I was auditioning for SA. He was like, 'BE CONFIDENT! You're gonna get a lead!!' And then I had to tell him why I couldn't be Wendla. His reaction was quite funny. xD
MY BIRTHDAY's IN 5 DAYS.
I'm not having a party, but instead Cara's sleeping over and then we're seeing Phantom.
AND I GOT TICKETS FOR THE RENT TOUR IN ANAHEIM. :D Like, I just bought them a minute ago. For May. On a wednesday.
And I really, really want to go to New York over Spring Break. I want to see SA! (And RENT, Legally Blonde, and Hairspray) Because RENT's closing on June 1(D:), and Lea/Blake B/JGroff's last is on May 18. So I need to see them.
I hope I can go see the LB&SA tours when they start, they're starting in Cali(San Fran). Yayy.

Um..I can't think of anything else to say..
OH.
American Idol.
I was sad Asia'h went home. Kinda sad for Danny, too. But I knew Luke&Kady were gonna leave. :P Yay for it being in 3 days. Top 12. :D

Also, oldspringspike.com. Reply & Drowning in Sobriety are the best songs on the player on the bottom left corner. Go there.

"It hurts when you're in love..but it kills when you're not."

Ok, I haven't posted in forever.
Hairspray is over. It was fun and crazy and st00f. I will have pix soon. :D
Xmas was fun. I got a shiny new macbook. So yay.
History Day is done, except for doing competition in a couple months.
Declan Bennett is in RENT until March 25. I cannot go to New York for my birthday, which causes me to be saddd.
Also..
RENT is CLOSING. ON JUNE 1. SAD FACE! It shouldn't close, I've only seen it on stage once. That's the main reason I want to go for my birthday, plus Declan is in it and he's super amazing. I wish airlines/hotels/everything else you have to pay for when you travel wasn't so expensive. D: Cause I reaaallly wanna go. Reaally.

Ohyes. I got Declan's EP, 10 Nelson Road. It rocks. I burned a copy for Claire&Cara and Claire liked it a lot, which made me happy. Cara said he was ok. -_- wateverr.

Now I have a bunch of homework. I had a Science test & and english poetry test yesterday, and I didn't finish the Science test, and neither did anyone I know. Plus, he isn't giving us any more time to finish. It's not a fun thing.

I have magic of Legally Blonde 09.06.07 with Annaleigh Ashford as Elle and it is making me really very happy indeed. Brought to you by the kind people at voicesforrent.org, and whoever recorded ze show. Haha. And soon I will be recieving for free without having to trade..Legally Blonde on MTV. VIDEO. NOT JUST AUDIO. I said I was sad I didn't get to DVR the LB MTV taping and now they're not showing it anymore, so someone said they could give it to me. Yay. Those people at VFR.org are amazingg. :D

I have to write an icky English paper on a book, read the book, finish my math review on factoring (which I suck at), and study for the math midterm on Wedneday. Boo.
I should be doing said homework.
But I'm not.
I'm going to go do that now.

"Tongues on the sockets, of electric dreams.."

Hellooooo.
So this will be me rambling about movies.

I saw the Golden Compass, and it was good. There was nothing bad or anti religious or controversial in it. The people overreacted and I'm glad I saw it.

On Friday I saw National Treasure 2 with Tanner and Claire and we had to sit in the verry front row since it was opening night. The movie was really good. It was weird, almost everyone in the movie had really blue eyes. Me and Claire had to go to the bathroom really bad for like an hour during the movie but we were like "it's too actiony to leave!"

Also me and my mom rented Once, and it was really good. Surprisingly short, it was only 86 minutes. We also rented the Nanny Diaries, but didn't get to watch it.




I want to see all these movies, and I hope I do. :D

IT'S WINTER BREAKKK!!!!!
We made Christmas Cookies. Here's a picture of an incredibly amazing one.


And today I had a party a Noah's house with that group. :D I could only stay for like 3 hours cause I had to go to church..grr. Then I couldn't go back to the party. But it was fun and I pwned everybody at DDR except then Noah beat me by just a little.
I'm tired. Imma go take my contacts out. [:
CHRISTMAS IS IN 2 DAYS!!! :D

"I want someone, provocative & talkative,"

I keep forgetting to blog. -_-
But! Today I got early Xmas gifties from Julie, and they are quite spiffy[:
Brave Little Toaster dvd(Now this movie is love. I just watched it and it was verry amazing. Go see it. In all its 1988 animated movie about talking appliances glory.)
New York Amazing Notebook(its amazing)
Across the Universe ebay Magnets which are also amazing. :D
SO YAAAY!


OH! And yesterday I went to Michael's to get st00f for a small group thingy, and I saw a ton of awesome pictures. And there was a Pillsbury Doughboy vintage picture(it was amaing) and I got 2 pictures, which I will put pix of later.
And...Declan says his new album is finished and released soon. I hope its in 2 months or less soon. And he's having a Christmas benefit concert with Jow Donohoe nd some other broadway peoples, which s in New York and makes me jealous I'm not going. I want to stow away in Carakinz's suitcase very badly.
SAD NEWS!
voicesforrent.com aka my most favorite website is CLOSING PERMANENTLY in 2 days. SAD FACE!! That webbie was so amazing. I wouldn't have know who Dec or Harley was, or that Adam & Anthony were coming back to the show. Plus many more st00f that i'm glad I know. So I'm really depressed to see it leave. :(

Aaand my Hairspray Show has been resheduled to January 25&26th. I'm inviting over 25 people to the 26th show. I'm sooo incredibly glad it has been postponed, cause if the show was last Wednesday...we would be SOOOO HORRIBLE!!!!!!! I'm not even kidding. It would suck so much. S now it's gonna be better.
Chrsitmas is coming so soon, it's crazy.
I want to see the Golden Compass tomorrow. I hate the controversy cause the books were completely amazing and i'm excited to see the movie.

Words are flowing out like endless rain into a paper cup..

ZOMG. I haven't blogged for FOREVERR! Well, just cuz I couldn't go on the comp for a month. It was a loong time. :O And right now I am importing the Beatles Anthology 1 & 2 onto iTunes.
NATIONAL NOVEL WRITING MONTH
This takes up my entire November life. I've almost given up, I only have 30,000 words and basically 4 days left. All of which are school days. Gahh. NO FUN.

BUT! This movie is like the amazingest movie ever. Go see it. Now.

Currently watching the Spongebob Movie, just cause I'm so hardcore like that.
It sucks that all the fires are happening again.
I really don't want to go to school tomorrow. Or at all.
I need creative inspiration horribly. Will someone help me?
I thought I would have a million things to blog about...but I don't. Sad.
OH! OH! I'm in Hairspray. Cast as Amber. It's on December 12. Come see it.
I got Hairspray on DVD, but it was the one disk version. I wanted the 2 disk deluxe one, cause there's bonus features. Blockbuster said we couldn't return the dvd cause we already opened it. Sad face! And voicesforrent.com is closed until the strike is over. BROADWAY STRIKE BE OVER PLZ. At least by Christmastime. So if I go back to NYC(which is very highly not gonna happen), then I can see RENT with Harley and Declan. Which will be amazing. And Hairspray. :D
I saw Invader Zim and My Life As A Teenage Robot on Friday. It was amazing.

A weapon is nothing if love isn't war..

I just bought the Legally Blonde OBCR. I really wish I would've known it was on ahead of time and recorded it when it was on mtv..I hope it re-airs. I also put a sticker to Demand Declan to come to your area. I demanded LA metro, OC, Laguna Niguel, San Diego metro, and Thousand Oaks. Ahaha.
Our theatre class is doing Hairspray instead of Schoolhouse Rock!! *dances*
Casting is next Monday. I'm excited..! I want probably either Amber or Penny. I want to buy a cast recording, but I'm not sure whether to buy the Original Broadway cast Recording or the Movie Soundtrack...crisis alert.
I joined ww.broadwayspace.com. I put a widgety-thing on here. It's like myspace for theatre people(or people who can't have a myspace..) Pretty cool. I love Voices For RENT. It supplies with with quite delicious knowledge.
I had Coco's Harvest Pumpkin Pie a couple days ago with Julie. It was so good. After waiting for it for a couple weeks. :D

You wanna prowl, be my night owl?"

I haven't blogged for awhile. Weird.
OK, which of these designs should I get on a tote bag?






I had homework. But I did it. WOO.
My theatre class' website was wrong, so I came to class an hour and a half late. I still got to audition for the show, but my singing voice was super shaky and faint. But I got to sing Seasons of Love, so it was rad. Yesterday we went to our new church for the first time. It's soo different from Mariner's and I was all lonely cause I didn't know anyone there. Then we went to Norm's and my niece was verry entertaining. Ahaha. I put up a new last.fm widget. YEAH. So here's the 25 most played songs on my iPod.
Faithful Lover~sumladfromcov-The Painter's Ball
3 Words~sumladfromcov-The Painter's Ball
Goodbye Love~RENT Movie Cast-RENT: Original Motion Picture Soundtrack
One Step Behind~sumladfromcov-The Painter's Ball
15 Minutes~sumladfromcov-The Painter's Ball
Out Tonight~RENT Movie Cast-RENT: Original Motion Picture Soundtrack
Intro:Muzerka/The Painter's Ball~sumladfromcov-The Painter's Ball
I'll Cover You(Reprise)~RENT Movie Cast-RENT: Original Motion Picture Soundtrack
Santa Fe~RENT Movie Cast-RENT: Original Motion Picture Soundtrack
Justify~sumladfromcov-The Painter's Ball
One Song Glory~RENT Movie Cast-RENT: Original Motion Picture Soundtrack
Angels V Demons~sumladfromcov-The Painter's Ball
You Got Nothing~Declan Bennett-Live in Brighton
4/5 Beers~Declan Bennett-Live in Brighton
Light My Candle~RENT Movie Cast-RENT: Original Motion Picture Soundtrack
Wow, I Can Get Sexual Too~Say Anything-...Is A Real Boy
Middle of Your Ashtray~sumladfromcov-The Painter's Ball
Don't You Know Who I Think I Am?~Fall Out Boy-Infinity on High
Fidelity~Regina Spektor-Begin To Hope
Finale B~RENT Movie Cast-RENT: Original Motion Picture Soundtrack
Middle of Your Ashtray~Declan Bennett-Live in Brighton
Blu Tack~Declan Bennett-Live in Brighton
crushcrushcrush~Paramore-Riot!

I'm not sure if the nano videos are worth it, because they're only 8 Gigs and for 50$ more you can get an 80gig classic.
I really need a new computer at my dad's house. It takes for-freakin-ever to load up.

"Sometimes we take chances, sometime we take pills"

Hey look, I haven't blogged for 3 days. I was at my grandparent's house over the weekend, since there would be no one at my house and stuff. Sooooo I'm back now. Julie burned me a copy of the Across The Universe soundtrack, yay. I really still need to see that. I hope next weekend. I have my 1st theatre class tomorrow! WOO! I've been waiting for it to start for a while. Yesterday we saw a community theatre production of Bye Bye Birdie in Garden Grove. It was pretty good. Kinda cold, since it was in an outside amphitheater. But still good. I wanna do that. :P
So I might show my sister parts(that aren't bad) of RENT(movie). Cause I'm so kewl like that. Haha.


This is such an amazing album. Go buy it. Or get his live CD at http://www.sumladfromcov.com/cdnew.html. His new album comes out in April and I want it.

"I'm not being sold to anyone underage who can't control me.."

I wrote this in like 10 minutes.
He put the thin roll to his lips, and flicked the lighter on. Immediately he began to choke and cough, retching at the bitterness of it all, wondering why the hell he had just inhaled more of the rubbish. He slowly exhaled, the smoke that rushed out of his cracked lips was in the air around him and in his face and god, it burned his eyes. They welled up as he brought the stick to his mouth once again, and he had no idea why he kept on doing this. It was so sick, yet he couldn't stop, as if he was being controlled by another being, forcing him to inhale as he choked and sputtered as the black trash travelled down his throat, settling into his lungs. He tried desperately to put it down but no, he just couldn't, gagging as he inhaled and the tears streaming uncontrollably down his face has he exhaled, smoke stabbing, burning at his eyes. As he repeated, the roll got shorter along with the coughs, and it wasn't soon before he could go without hardly coughing. He was sure that the tar had coated the inside of his throat, and he was sobbing as he threw the butt down bitterly, watching silently as the remains flamed on the ground.
Wow, that was angsty enough. xD
So I have no idea why I wrote that. I guess I was bored enough. My next blog will be full of answers to Julie's suggestions.

"I'm not sorry for staring.."

MONTHS THAT ARE YAY!
October-Halloween, dudes. Also Adam & Anthony's RENT run ends, Harley & Declan's begin.
November-National Novel Writing Month, Carakinz's birthday(well, and thanksgiving)
December-Some people's birthdays and Christmas, fool. I want to go to New York & see RENT this month.
January-..Er..New year? I also think my School House Rock performance is that month.
February-Sorry V-Day, you were too strange last year to make it on here.
March-My birthday! YAY And Marissa's, Claire's, Johnny's and more. Also Harley & Declan's RENT run ends.
April-Day Of Silence. It's rad. Get more info at dayofsilence.org. And Dad's Bday.
May-Noah's birthday. And probably more people's I can't think of.
June-Last school month, fo shoooo.
July-The fourth. wooooooexplosions. And Mom's & Randi's birthday.
August-Cami's birthday. More people's too.
September-Month we're in mow. And Luke's & Alex(B)'s bday.
I think I forgot 3567 people's birthdays.
I posted this because I'm bored and have nothing better to do. And maybe because I can't think of a regular blog. I just made a lot of typos.

"But if you want me to go, I'll stay.."

So right now I'm bored and reading RENT fanfic.
I signed up for National Novel Writing Month. It's in November, and your goal is to write a 50,000 word novel by the end of November. Yeah, it seems tedious, but I'm excited. Speaking of tedious, I had SUCH mind-melting Algebra homework today. Everyone was able to finish in class since it's a block period, but aughh it was frustrating. I probably got like 10 wrong. It's multi-step equations. Ew. Like 1500q76 steps that take forever. Eh whatever I got it done anyways.
So I think I'm gonna be Mimi for halloween. I just need to alter/buy things, like the blue pants.
This website is amazing.
I don't know what to talk about. I once wrote a Mark/Roger fic. Called Truth or Dare. WOO.
Reese's Peanut Butter Cups are amazing.
I still have Declan's songs stuck in my head. It's like a montage of The Painter's Ball playing in my head ALL. DAY.
This is quite a short blog.

"And we've still got youth on our side.."

I said I would blog more frequently..AND I DID! This is crazy stuff.
..So I found out a glorious thing that my enV phone is capable of(well, besides sooperdooper fast texting). Verizon HAS blessed this phone with the ability to turn recorded sounds into RINGTONES!!!!! All you do is send them to to yourself, and "Save As Ringtone"! *dances*......:D
So last night I was texting Katie, and I realized almost EVERY MESSAGE had to do with Declan. Do I have a problem?..Well it's probably because I bought The Painter's Ball(which took long enough, iTunes took FOREVER to load and I had to restart to sync the iPod) but it was worth it. I actually fell asleep listening to it the 2nd time. I started at the 1st track and then I think I drifted off, because I couldn't remember listening to the next 7 tracks(I woke up listening to the 8th track) at one am. It was a little weird. xD BUT THE PAINTER'S BALL IS COMPLETELY AHHHMAZING. You should go buy it. I had it on repeat for almost ALL of Sunday, and I neverrr put an album on repeat. Oh, and I saw the Game Plan on Sunday. Its pretty good. Craaaazy. Ok, here's a little something rad..
Click it and it's a little picture slideshow!!
He's too adorable. Someone should reaaaally make that into an icon. I'd love them. And 3 Words by Declan Bennett!! AMAZINGSONGGGG. Go listen.
I watched NYTW RENT boots. They were...a bit ridiculous, and the Maureen didn't really show any emotion. Hmm...still entertaining.
So today was RAD. I got home. Then we took 48856345639q84657.5 pictures(yes, OF COURSE the Q is supposed to be there) and then went to El Cortez, then went for pie at Coco's. They aren't gonna have Pumpkin till next week though..sad face. We got chocolate cream instead. The more pictures, keyboard playing, and blog-browsing. I'm quite positive that Julie will post an extensive entry about our shenanigans. HA.
Also, Hug A RENThead Day is officially October 3. So if you know anyone who love RENT, give them a hug! brought to you by the loving people of Voices for RENT<3

Now I'm Just a Cigarette, and I Know That I'm Not Good For You..

WOW. *exhale* I just finished tagging ALL of my posts. That took long enough.
I'm watching Home Improvement. It's kinda grown on me, since it's on so much. The same thing happened to me for Roseanne, and The Cosby Show..
I REALLY need to see Across the Universe. It looks amazing, and Nikki said it's now one of her favourite movies. And it's a musical. AMAZINGG.
I wish I could read Declan's blogs, but they're on his myspace, which is blocked. This is depressing. Also, iTunes won't open for me. I've tried a ton of times. And I really want it to open so I can buy The Painter's Ball. Sad face.
But...yaaaay! My ringtone finally came! Phonezoo came through for me after all! Well, it came like 3 or so hours later, but I got it and I was overjoyed. Now I have Middle Of Your Ashtray as my text message-alerty-thing. Now I'm waiting for Hotel Song to send, so I can set it as my ringtone. Regina Spektor is amazing.
I might see The Game Plan tomorrow.
My friends won't give me any comments..